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May. 22nd, 2009 | 01:58 pm
mood: contemplative contemplative
posted by: cupcake_crazy86 in cupcakecult1

Hey everyone!

Ive been on my new diet for months now and I have hit the wall. Ive been thinking about fasting, but I dont know if I have the will power! Plus, my family has tea together every night, and my mam would have SERIOUS issues with me not eating! Would I still lose weight if I only ate one meal every day?

I lost loads of weight a couple of years back and Ive put it all back on =(

3 weeks until my holiday, I need to do something drastic!

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Hi there!

May. 17th, 2009 | 09:29 am
mood: hungry hungry
posted by: kittahs in cupcakecult1

New here. Just started fasting, aiming for 30 days, but will see. I've got long ways to go. I used to be skinny, had ana once, then got fat. Now I'm getting back in control. 
Good luck to all you fasters out there! 

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New here

May. 13th, 2009 | 02:00 am
mood: bouncy bouncy
posted by: o0gingersnap0o in cupcakecult1

hey kids.
i haven't posted on livejournal before, so this is a first.  i thought this looked like a cool spot to start.  just wanted to say hi and i hope this group stays active.  looks like no one's posted in a while  : (
soooo yeah.
hallllo.

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Apr. 28th, 2009 | 06:53 pm
posted by: ivyxcore in cupcakecult1

I just tried purging again today. I've never suceeded in a full purge, but I love the way it feels when I can just get even a little up. I hate what I ate today. I'm certainly not eating anything else tonight, only drinking plenty of water. I definitely will excercise tonight, and I don't care how much my body wants to resist it. I need it. Also, I am going to make a cake tonight for an event, and I can be certain that I will be strong and not snitch it. I'll ask my mom to sample it instead. I'm excited and pumped to watch myself have control over my brain.

 I am dead afraid of having this extra weight, because I have a petite frame [5'5"] but I'm 120 pounds, and very untoned, which is noticible. The reason for my need to be thin is the fact that I do many school  performances, including singing [i do a lot of indie, electro, alternative dance, deathcore, etc] and I need to maintain a small build for the aesthetics of my shows. Also, the WORST fact is, my boyfriend is SUPER skinny at 108 pounds, which is embarresing for me, but he doesn't  notice my weight because he's actually muscley, so he can pick me up without ease, but there's no WAY i want him to see my stomach or thighs ever, and that's just not going to fly if we're DATING, lol. :[

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Awsome pro ana site!

Apr. 26th, 2009 | 02:49 pm
posted by: ilov2swim123 in cupcakecult1

http://proana101.piczo.com/?g=1&cr=3

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new girl

Apr. 20th, 2009 | 11:51 am
mood: content content
posted by: lillixoxo in cupcakecult1

hey i hve just figured out how to do this soi am all happy now :D
a bit about me ...well i joined this because i have eating issues i hate the words eting disorder because i dont believe i have 1 yet
this time last year i stopped eating copletely and i was told put on weight or ur have 2 go to hospital ... so i did it was hard but i did it ....and now a year later i am fat again ... i hate myself so much i have had serious thourghts about ending mylife but i think if i get thin again i will be happy!
so i am starting again !
i dont want 2 b fat anymore
i dont want 2 b me anymore
so ... day 1.... 0 cals... i am planning on having a 20 calorie cupa soup or a 35 calorie hot chocolate ...:S ill go with th cupa soup.
anyway ill let u no hhow i do ... wish me luck ...xxx btw i think ur all amzing and i really admire all of u xxxx

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=) Hello from Russia ))

Apr. 19th, 2009 | 08:49 am
posted by: topshopxs in cupcakecult1

Oh, I'm from Russia and I want to say I'm really admired of you, ladies :)
I am starving now, and i hope I'll not fall into a faint ^^
Do tou know some tricks to prevent the faints? i really need help

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frydays

Apr. 17th, 2009 | 03:15 pm
posted by: inked_alice in cupcakecult1

so far so good!
i have managed to nibble wel more like slurp at a yogurt but i got fed up of the way it felt all gross,slimey and cold so i threw it away. mum was home for lunch and made spag bol so i had to sit down and eat some.managed to distract her enough to hide it in a little plastic bag. ive take to carrying one around so when i'm in sticky situations i can just hide food in there until i can throw it away. feeling pretty good today going to wash my hair in a bit then hopefully if there is enough time before work im going to go on my new cross trainer!!!!!
hope everyone is doing well
xxxx

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Apr. 14th, 2009 | 02:56 pm
posted by: friends_needed1 in cupcakecult1

 heya guys 

i am new here and needed some advice and help

i am currently on me first day of fasting and i feel wonderful but am a bit apprenhensive as to whether i can keep it up

i have been bingeing for practically the whole of my life and have found a time to stop and become skinny and beautiful

Hope you guys can inspire me to continue

Thanks 

emily xx

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